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Porch Light
04:12
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Am I going to be okay?
Haven't felt alive in days
Passing cars on the interstate
Wish I knew which exit to take
Reaching for the wheel again
From the passenger side of the van
Watching me as I age to death
Close my eyes, they're my only canvas
Driving through the pines
Ocean on our side
When will it be time
Head-lights passing through the night
Staying up for state lines
Packed everything, left you behind
Avoiding days that you stayed the same
Either way, I know I’ll be okay
Sitting outside
We’re still in drive
They leave me a guide
A porch light left on in the night
Is it hard to feel content
With no one in your bed
Would you take everything back
For a change
Does it leave you out of breath
When days are better spent
Would you really sell your soul
For a change
Is this it
I said I would, but I never did
At the end
I'll find the calm, I know where it is
And when we rest our heads
Will you be there?
And when we rest our heads
I know you'll be there
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2. |
In the Clouds
04:05
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This year hasn't humbled you
And nothing will
I'm trying to remember all the reasons I should care
A year spent cutting ties and losing friends
The rain flushed out pieces of old muses
Gray clouds haven't moved in a few days
You've been stuck in your old ways
Why don't you laugh like the old days
Hoping that the weather can still change
Feeling like a ghost a lot lately
A few months spent in hiding and waiting
Up late thinking bout the days you never had
I don't think you'll ever understand the fractures in my head
It's a cloudy day again in my head
Finding out you're not who you said
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3. |
Blemishes
04:31
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I'm still half expecting to get a call from you
Instead we lost connection
A simple sorry would do
Low hum from the wires
Buzzing through your room
I've been holding together
Time to let go
I heard your name the other day
It left me cold in a good way
It's no coincidence
You didn't take that picture
What's your new excuse
Tell me that I deserve it
I'll stay the same for you
It's no coincidence
The chapter is half penned
Your shots have blemishes
Fading in and out of frame
I woke to you leaving
You didn't say a thing
If I wasn't so restless
I would have never seen
Used to faking it
Prop your book up, hide your face
Fearing everything
I heard your name the other day
It left me cold in the best way
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4. |
Stay Home
03:49
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I know I'll find the reason
Don't want you to feel defeated
Lost the keys up on the ceiling
Have you waiting on the come down
I want to drive you home
Maybe we have one of our own
Watching old movies in the fall
Enjoy the coast
I want to stay inside tonight
Swimming in your eyes, I feel alright
Let's move to the city
Get a dog like we've been saying
Maybe then I'll stop complaining
I'll keep quiet on the drive
Do you miss when we were dating
Sorry I've been distant lately
Some days are hard to get through
Trying to cut loose
I want to stay inside tonight
Swimming in your eyes, I feel alright
I want to feel your frame and mine
You're spinning and I want to take your time
Always leave the window open
Felt the waves while we're in motion
Tried to find the time to tell you
Found the words that I held onto
I don't know why I held so tight
I want to live inside my head
You make the outside not so bad
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5. |
Anywhere
02:46
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It never takes that long to forget
We give in a different way
We've come far enough to know we won't get what we want
It's never enough
We dream of everything
Locked away in a hidden space
We can be anywhere
Wake up early to lose our minds
Close our eyes, get lost in it all
We can't live like this anymore
We've come far enough to know we won't get what we want
We've come far enough to know we might end up a thought
Sometimes we get lost
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6. |
Quitter
04:00
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Passed out on the road again
The pros of phoning in regrets
Threw my back out while we loaded in
Heavy breaths and splintered shins
Planting seeds
I’ve been growing some dead leaves
I don’t need what you think I need
To keep me breathing
Would you think that I’m dreamy
If I had a voice like Stevie
I’ll keep faking a way
If that’s okay
Pissing in the wind again
Pulled over at 3AM
Waiting for the spark to hit
You don’t know the half of it
Would you think that I’m pretty
If I wrote you songs like Phoebe
I’ll keep faking a way
If that’s okay
Nathan told me that there’s no plan
What if quitting isn’t half bad
I’ll keep faking a way
Maybe I’ll stay
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7. |
Feel What You Can
03:51
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Felt incomplete
Wasting your twenties
The days start to bleed
So sick of you leaving
Felt hope in the breeze
But why would the wind care
The cold lost its sting
It’s lost in the back of your head
It’s a quarter to three
That’s when you reach the doorstep
Hold onto me
Bury me, keep us grounded
I can only feel your heat when it’s leaving
Chasing years that are long spent
Warm summer pavement
Wish I could shake this
Driving miles past the exit
I left you back there
You left me back there
We left it back there
Float my way
Passing right through me
I couldn’t keep you
Close enough to me
“Feel what you can while you can.
You may never get to”
That's what you said
Do you see what could be
In the blur of the traffic
Of some passing street
I think that you haven’t yet
Used to think I’d be fine
As long as I tried
All your days waiting
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8. |
Currents
04:00
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Moon
Turning tides, setting me loose
Waves don’t ask what I want
Catching feelings, I’m stuck in a loop
Blue
Painting me out of your view
Still like your surface here
I’m tired of the silence you choose
Do you feel that?
Always calling me back
When the waves crash
Won't you put me to rest
Move
Try to push the current towards you
Fighting sleep to hear you speak
Standing on the shoreline waiting
Calm
Waiting for the storm to pass on
I can see the shore again
I don’t mind gasping for breath
Floating
Going through the motions
Find a way to slow it
I don’t mind the wake
Do you feel that
Always calling me back
When the waves crash
Won't you put me to rest
I can't keep on wading back to your bed
I can feel it
Never taking it back
Sometimes I wish you would
I wish you could
Do we float home or should we stay
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9. |
Way Out
03:56
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How long til you're checked out?
Six or so deep in an hour fifteen
It's getting late, can we go now?
Brown papers bags and a night that I know you'll forget
Watch it all fade
Wait till’ the morning
Fractured bones
Set fire to the throne
The life that I want
I had it last night
It’s over now
I’m sober now
You don’t speak like you used to
12:51 and you’re already gone
I reflect you
Calling in sick from the demons inherited, again
Comfort in retreat
It’s over, feels cheap
A season of hiding
Lost the footing, fell beneath
Take your lies
About how you’re fine
And I’ll compare them to mine
Got to find a way out
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10. |
Thief
05:30
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I heard you talking about
Dying from the couch
He’s trying to fix it
Find a way to fix this
“Nearing the end isn’t fun
Don’t want to burden you my son”
He doesn’t want to hear it
Find a way to fix it
Would you call me to your bed
If you knew you were leaving
Or handle it instead
Take all the time
Stay for awhile
Lost in the clouds
Miss having you around
How's the view now?
I'll keep you around
Lost in the clouds
I'll miss having you around
If there's something after
If I make the cut
Will I see my dog there?
Will she remember me at all
Their twin size mattresses
Won't be left vacant
You can see them growing
Just how you were suppose to
Maybe we're the ones asleep
Left the phone off the hook
In case you're wondering
Maybe I'm the one asleep
Left your phone off the hook
I know you’ve been calling
You don't pay mind to the sky
Or look for any light
Unless it's dark outside
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